I’ve been trying to move my ass into gear for quite some now, and I don’t seem to be able to do it at the moment. I need to find out why I’m so stubornly fighting my own desire of losing weight. I’m not happy do way I look now but I just can’t make myself getting into the diet mood. I think the grey weather has a lot to do with it, but some of it is my uttermost fear: success. Weird, isn’t it? But it does happen to people…
There are a few things I need to do, anyway:
- put myself into gear
- having a healthy daily routine with Jasmijn
- eat healthier than I’m doing now
- follow certain instincts
- certainly following my heart
- write, write, write!
- throw away caution and simply try things out
- free my imagination
And I can’t forget my deep wish to have a new laptop. Mine has gone bonkers and is getting worse every day: it’s old, I cannot instal anything new and the screen is dead for quite a few years. I’m still thinking about it though. Quite a lot of money.